WhaT haPpeN To mE!!!

i don't know why lately i very like to "fat mang chan" and things didn't go well like i planned... is it because of the trial exam which just around the corner or I'm just acting emo?? First of all, i would like to know who i am in you guys heart?? a cool and lc ppl?? or a 17 year old girl that like to play around and very childish?? what the hell is going on with me?? i shouldn't be like that.. is it cause of you?? you really treat me very good that i think nobody will do that.. but this attitude make me very confused... is it worth to treat me so good person like how my friends say?? a person who easily get touched and very lembut hati?? the more i think the more i feel that i don't understand myself anymore... am i a person who don't know how to hide my feeling?? even when i go to kl my cousin noticed that I'm very bad mood even i did not tell her anything...i got a lot of questions but who can i ask and who can give me the right answer?? who can lead me to the right way??