Me & u~~

I'm a normal and funny girl that thought life itself is the most wonderful fairy tale of all. Therefore i always hope to have a stable relationship where i can have a guy to love and be there for me to share my sadness and happiness... i knew you since i'm form 2..We had the courage to make the first step to be together.. if i know what love is. it is because of you... We had many great times together.. U made me realized that there is only one happiness in life which is to love and be loved..
Even we do quarrel for minor things but you will persuade me just in a second. for sometimes when we quarrel, my mind tells me to give up but my heart won't let me.. this is because i love you..I still remembered that u promise to miss me more when it is 12midnight.. You will message me and tell me how much you love and miss me.. that was the happiest moment that i have ever had..But sweet moment seems to end very fast.. is like a dream that i need to wake up now... i keep telling myself that should continue sleep and i'll be continue dreaming but i realized i'm just lying to myself.. We had many problems and we do not tolerate each other like what we used to do and ended up we decided to break..that is because i can't be with a guy who cheats on me..
I might miss and cry for u every night but doesn't mean you will do the same.. i will stalk your FB and see whether are u interested in any girls and i noticed that you're having a new target now... there is no use i cried for a guy who don't love me anymore..a single word from you could make me happy but are you sure you going to say a least a word each day?? i keep telling myself that letting go doesn't mean giving up.. But i rather accept that there are things that cannot be.. until now i can't really let you go and start a new relationship because i realized you are still in my heart..loving someone is setting them free. letting go..Therefore when i let go of what i am,i become what i might be.. SO.. from now on.. i will try to forget you completely and live my life to the fullness.. it might takes some times but i don't mind.. i won't cry or sad anymore for a person who do not know how to appreciate me..i thank you that has caused me to suffer.without you i would not have reason to express myself..

*p/s.. i wrote this not because i want him to read it.. but i would like to say it out so that he is totally out from my mind at the moment i post this.. i'm back to the jo ann that you guys knew..thanks to everyone who willing to be my side when i'm.. i promised that i won't be so silly anymore^.^