LiFe At SUKMA!!!

8th of june till 16th of june is the time where i had alot of fun even there is some conflict. I went to SUKMA with a group of professional players but they are very playful. We went to Melaka by bus and most of the time im asleep with my sleeping beauty sitting beside me(yo earn). She really sleeps alot man..when she enter the bus she sleep the whole journey and when she awakes she will say that she is very hungry=.=

We stayed at the Hostel of Kolej Yayasan Melaka.. 4 of us in a room.. me.yo earn, winnie and yan mei. The first few days we are sooo bored where we cant even go out.. so our only entertainment is chor dai di.. Imagine how bored are we till play cards from morning till night.. but sometimes they also will talk some jokes or some funny movements especially OKUS(ah tong), lai ling. ah piaw(pui san) and kammou.. they are our joker.. hahaha~~~

Through SUKMA i had alot of experience.. i saw how professionals played when some of them are national players.. especially JOHOR.. 8 among 12 of the players are national players... Perak is so lucky to be in the same group with JOHOR and KL where both are them are aimed by everyone to be in final.. Even they dun have the confident to win but PERAK team never give up.. even lose but overall it was a nice game^.^ as what Princess Diana said " My mind tells me to give up but my heart wont let me"

i hope next time i could have the experience to go for a competition with them because i believed they could make me laugh like im insane...Hope is always available to us. When we feel defeated, we need only take a deep breath and say, "Yes," and hope will reappear. so i believed my hope will come true^.^ another thing i learnt is Passion, it lies in all of us, sleeping... waiting... and though unwanted... unbidden... it will stir... open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... passion rules us all, and we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love... the clarity of hatred... and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion maybe we'd know some kind of peace... but we would be hollow... Empty rooms shuttered and dank. Without passion we'd be truly dead.. Im glad i went to SUKMA and have fun with them.. I hope to have this chance again~~

* SHIT.. I dont know what am i crapping.. getting sleepy ady lu.. haha.. sorry if this blog is kind of lame... forgive me^.^ nite everyone~~muax!!!

Life is unpredictable!!!

Last 2 days, i with my 2nd bro and dad accompany my mum to Glen Eagle Hospital for check up.. The hospital looks more like hotel because it is very class and of course is quite expensive... no doubt, the services at there is diff also.. Well, when im wondering around, suddenly i walked to a department called Oncology..I walked in and i saw some patient sitting there waiting for undergo chemotherapy..

Chemotherapy (also called chemo) is a type of cancer treatment that uses drugs to destroy cancer cells.Chemotherapy works by stopping or slowing the growth of cancer cells, which grow and divide quickly. But it can also harm healthy cells that divide quickly, such as those that line your mouth and intestines or cause your hair to grow. Damage to healthy cells may cause side effects. Often, side effects get better or go away after chemotherapy is over.

As i heard chemotherapy really torturing..

This are some of the side effects after chemotherapy..

• Fatigue
• Nausea & Vomiting
• Pain
• Hair Loss
• Anemia
• Infection
• Blood Clotting Problems
• Mouth, Gum and Throat Problems
• Diarrhea and Constipation
• Nerve and Muscle Effects
• Effects on Skin and Nails
• Radiation Recall
• Kidney and Bladder Effects
• Flu-Like Symptoms
• Fluid Retention
• Effects on Sexual Organs and Sexuality

There is a 22 year old girl that is currently studying pharmacy, she had breast cancer but she don't have the courage to go for operation. Illness really very scary and unpredictable.. U may be very healthy now but u can't predict what happen 2molo.. the day after 2molo or maybe in future.. sooo...everyone pls take good care of ur health and do regular check up... drink more water and exercise more...

p/s: ignore how i get all this information^.^

Hiking experience!!!

I always hope i can go Broga Hill to see sunrise but unfortunately my dream turned into ashes... haha^.^ so last sunday i decided to join my aunty's friend(named jenny) to go hiking at Bukit Hartamas... My cousin tagged along with me too... we went there around 9am and started our journey.. Aunty jenny gave me and my cousin a stick to support ourselves... Not than more 10 min i separated with my cousin coz she is kind of new in hiking and then i continued by following the uncle.. It is sooo tiring when we need to climb to the top.. i did fall down a few times coz it is very slippery after a rain.. Middle of the way i just realised that aunty jenny used a new path to go to the peak where we need to try an error enable us to reach to the peak.. the path will be more difficult and longer compared to the shortcut..

It takes about almost 2 hours to reach the peak. Through this experience i found out that trees are very important in hiking because they will give us support when we feel like falling... haha^.^ After we reached the peak we took a rest and then back to the bottom of the hill again.. We almost reach at the starting point at around 12.30.. I cant feel my body anymore because im exhausted.. but i do enjoy it very much.. a new experience in my life... I hope next time when in good enough i want to go to the Broga Hill to see sunrise and climb Mount Kinabalu.. Gambateh kudasei^.^ To people who like outdoor activities, u can have a try hiking where u will find it very interesting and challenging..

Do u ever feel grateful????

I believed some people will say " I'm glad that im born with no problems compared to the special child" BUT do they really think so in their heart?? Words can lie but action will never lie.. Ask urself.. did u ask ur parents " I want iphone i want to go holiday i want to go out with friends i want this and i want that"?? And u will start grumbling that they don't love you when u can't get what u wan^.^ I always used to think that im very grateful to be born normal but act i don't und the meaning until yesterday.. i saw a special child when i went for swimming~~ He is 13 years old but the mentality only 5 years old. HIs name is kevin and when i first saw him he is a normal human like us but when i get to know him more he is actually hyperactive and kind of down syndrome..No offense if i used the harsh word..He loves swimming alot and could only released his stress through swimming and sometimes he needs to take medicine in order for him to sleep..Once he is bad mood he will bite ppl around him.. But his passion in swimming will never fade and he did have a dream that he could join the swimming competition for special people so that he can make his parents proud!!He loves his parents deeply... i saw him hug his parents and kissed them..Imagined that for normal human like us we tend to grumble and angry with what our parents did..When i saw him i realised that i never satisfied with what im having now and i do dare to say that none of the people in this earth are satisfied with what they have now... SOOOOOOOO i would like to share my experience that u must know how lucky u are and never ever give up when u face difficulties because special child are struggling with what they want so y must we easily give up?? GAMBATEH KUDASEI everyone!!!!!!!

TriP to Penang!!!

How well do u know malaysia when u are a malaysian??? Everyone wanted to go overseas for holiday but do they really travel all the places in Malaysia??? Well, as for me.. i did plan to visit all the places in malaysia b4 i try to go somewhere further~~ My first destination was penang!!!!!! I when there with my cousin and also my baby niece!!! the whole journey takes about 5 hours since my uncle could not speed when emberlyn is sleeping...

She is adorable but sometimes very naughty... That's what kids usually are right~~ hahaha!!
After we placed our begs we went to the Gurney to have our meals!!! the foods at there are very delicious with a reasonable price~~


The next day, we went to the kek lok si where there is a huge " kuan yin"~~ to be believed that the wishes u made will come true~~ i did made a wish at the wishing tree also!! hehehe~~~

i even get two fortune paper where it said im bad luck for this year!! oh god.. will it affect my SPM results????















After that we went to the Queensbay Mall to have a walk... Then we walked into restaurant with the T bowl concept to have our meal... the environment is not bad and kinda cute but the food is just normal lo... not that nice act!!!haha!!!





That's a part of my trip experiences and some pics... My next destination is Melaka!!! Im COMING Melaka!!! hahahahaha~~

Working VS Study~~

SOOOO how should i start this post???? erm.. should i say " hey u like working or study??? " i will say i like to study... why i say so??? OK!!!!

FIRST: freedom. I will just be in the school until 2pm after that i will have my own freedom and i can hang out with friends or do stuffs that i like. BUT, as for working i will work from 10 till 7pm. is a very long time BUT BUT BUT my working place is very flexible.. u can come anytime u wan and u get a high pay!!! haha!! lucky me~~~

2nd: what do u speak usually. During school time we will just say " cikgu saya tak dapat habis kerja saya lagi, boleh besok hantar tak??" OR we will say " teacher i forget to bring my books but act we din finish up the work " BUT when u start working u will just say " Hello, sir/miss, im joann from the bla organisation, will it be a right time for me to interview you regarding bla bla bla.." OR " please rate how satisfied are u with bla bla bla where 5 means u are extremely satisfied and 1 means u are not at all satisfied"

3rd:life style. After school we will have our lunch,had a nap and during evening we will do some exercise or sport. BUT when i start working... i will wake up on 9.30am take a bath and go to work.. after 7pm i will have my dinner and spend my time to watch anime, read comic and check my facebook. BUT not bad since i like anime and comic badly especially Detective conan and dear boys!!! haha!!! And when almost 2something i will go to bed!! Sometimes will be earlier and sometimes later la.. hehe~~

* Thats my life and i can see how much changes there is. Not everyone might experienced what i had but thats me.. Thats my life and nothing can change it. SOO.. i small advice.. no matter what happen whether u are studying, working, just enjoy your life to the fullest...

To All the noob ppl!!!!

it has been ages i didn't update my blog dy la.. ppl used to say that life after spm will be fun but 4 me ok nia lo.. 2 many free time dun noe wanna do that.. wanna hang out but no money le... haiz.. got to go and work 1st.. get some money and then go lepak... hahahaha.... anyway i just wanna ask whether will u spread news which is not true at all???? do u noe that fake news will kill someone indirectly??? why there are so many idiot ppl like to spread news!! to all the fuckers pls dun try to do that again!!!