Hello 2011~~~

Hello 2011~~~ New year new resolutions hur?? A new year's resolution is something that goes in one year and out the other... haha!! Some even said that everyone should be born again on the first day of january.. Start with a fresh page, take up one hole more in the buckle if necessary or let down one according to circumstances.. But on the first of january let us gird ourselves once more and look to the front!! Take no interest in the things that were and are past.... so let me think.. What resolutions do i have...

1) Stpm coming and obviously i got to study real hard and i'll never fail my math anymore..

LOL... feel like killing myself with the math.. ARGH!!!

2) Say NO to Sdo and facebook.. only on it during weekends... awww.... It's hard but i must be

determined and have faith in myself!!! GO GO GO!!!

3) save more money so that after STPM i can go travel.. UK... Im coming.. wait for me!!!!!!

Well, thats a part of my resolutions.. Hope i doesnt just write it down and not taking any actions!!! hahaha~~Lastly, i wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR and enjoy ur days for the year 2011 with a open heart and a sweet smile=) Happiness is the feeling that you're feeling when you wanna keep feeling it...

Waka Waka!!!

Waka Waka!! the moments that i will never forget for the rest of my life.. I still can remembered the steps... hahaha~~Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are and the things you would never want to lose...This is the dance that i learnt in the camp where im in the workshop 2... Our OTsss are awesome and i learnt alot through the camp!! Creative thinking where you don't even know that you can actually do it!!!

Continued by teamwork, faith, determination and many more... We're actually given less that 5 minutes to think about the steps but we actually managed to do it!!! I was trying to do many things at the same time, which is my nature.. But i was enjoying it and i still do enjoy it!!! Whenever i hear this song it reminds me of all the delegates and the moment i spent at NLLC... Workshop 2 is awesome and so do the delegates and Otsss....

Random post=)

Me likey this song!!! Aww.... He's so talented and all his songs are soooo meaningful... haha!!!

muakz=) Can i be like the person in the MV~~~~ hehe!!!

Merry Chirstmas!!!

HO HO HO!!! Merry Christmas!!! The very word brings joy to our hearts... No matter how we may dread the rush, the long Christmas lists for gifts and cards to be bought and given~~~ when Christmas Day comes there is still the same warm feeling we had as children, the same warmth that enfolds our hearts and our homes.. Well, for this year, my Christmas Celebration kinda different... Maybe im not celebrating at Genting where i used to do it for the past two years!!! hehe..

I celebrated at Cubebox with my buddies and partly because of my buddy birthday(chia ling)... Even the atmosphere at Genting is much nicer yet i appreciated the time i spent with my friends and also family!! Can't wait for the next Christmas.. I will honor Christmas in my heart and try to keep it all the year!!

But i only got one Christmas present!!! Awwww... But i knew Christmas is more than only received gifts... It means much more... Forgive your enemy, tolerance your opponent, to a friend, use your heart and lastly to your family and loved one.. Use your smile and sincerity!!! Thanked to the person who gave me my Christmas present... I liked it very much!! Muakz=)

Lastly,

I wished you all merry Christmas,

I wished you all merry Christmas,

I wished you all merry Christmas,

And a Happy New Year!!!!

*sorry for the late post as Christmas had over!! My computer just awake from coma... hahaha!!!

20th NLLC

Where should i begin?? Should i start with i have a great chance to joined this camp?? I actually don't really know what lasalle or lasallians meant until i came to this camp as i studied at Convent for 11 years and i just joined a lasalle school in June!! So I'm actually kind of blur with whats the NLLC thing until i experienced it myself.. It was an awesome camp where i gained alot from this camp!! It taught me that faith makes all things possible and love makes them easy!! That's the theme for our year.. FORWARD WITH FAITH!!! It also taught me that have faith in myself, all power is in me.. be conscious and bring it out!!

Throughout the camp, i get to know alot of friends and i knew that we should be happy with what we have because there are alot more who live in poverty.. We should actually get out from the comfort zone to look around!! LOL.... And people nowadays are too busy and selfish.. Let's have a break and look around.. You might saw someone who need you help.. Help them if possible because you will never know that someday you might need someone's help too=)

One of the scenes for the heritage play.. It was awesome with the songs.. something like High school musical.. The best part is, i don't really know the history of Lasalle and from this heritage play... I knew everything about him.. Every experience god gives us, every person he puts into our lives is a perfect preparation for a future only he can see.. so, We must have faith in doing something and do not give up easily...Never underestimate the power of dreams and the influence of the human spirits!!!

The signature by the John baptist De lasalle and another two brother!! They swear upon god to cooperate and fight for the poverty.. Teach them and let them be educated...

One of the activities.. Blind folder and walked around the lasalle centre!! Cool experience and form this activity it taught us to have trust with the one in front and behind of you.. and also trust the Ot-ss who lead you the way.. For me, is a new experience that i will never have it in my daily routine.. It makes me feel how much the needy needs help from us but some just ignored them..

Me and dawson!! My twin brother.. The first guy that i get to know and we hold almost all the same post in our school... Have the same interest which is badminton.. LOL... Twin brother, when we have chance together play badminton k but don't bully me o.. haha!! Look at his face. so nerdy.. hehe~~

My roomates... whoa!!! Denise, viky,esther and also claris!! The first day we looked like stangers to each other and rarely speak but after the first day we get to know each other more and we're getting closer.. Awww.. miss the time at the room and have fun.. We will wake up by the bollywood songs and will decide who will bath.. The most interesting part, 4 out of 5 were having aunty visit.. Not at the same day but different by one day.. first will be viky, then claris and then esther and lastly ME!!! LOL... opss... kinda private stuffs right..When it comes to the last day everyone like no mood because got to be separated!! =(

We actually have the chance to celebrate Human Rights Day in a big group with lasallians from other country.. Australia, UK, Africa, Tailand, Mongolia, Kenya and many more.. The girl at the picture above is from Thailand. She represented the disable people to fight for their rights in society.. And i'm proud of her to dare to voice out for her and also others who need help... That's a true lasallian.. Then we sang a few songs and also heard a few problems faced by the people at the other country.. They're actually facing the same problems like Malaysia and Singapore.. Could you believed that In America they do face poverty.. A modern country with high technology... surprised??

One of the performances during the Big Makan night.. A nice dance with varies of tradisional clothes.. There are alot of performance for that night and it was sooo awesome for example.. popping, ultraman dance, singing, playing instrument and many more... They did a great job especially the dance from willy and his friends.. They really dance soo well till even girls are not as flexible as them!! me likey... And also performance by the OTss... I really enjoy to the max!!

A picture that snapped with harvey (OT for our LEAD camp) after the closing ceremony.. A cool one indeed.. full with creativity yet very meaningful for us. lol...with our valuable cert that remind us about the awesome camp we had joined...

The closest OT with us.. We kinda share a little more about us with her.. so.. Dinah.. shhh.. some secret cannot tell out geh o.. haha!! and oh ya.. our way of talking will be (ooooo.. like that la).. haha!! Keep in touch and we're happy to have you as our friend. Friendship isn't a big thing but it's a million little things!!! muakz^.^

Awesome OTss and delegates.. could not be a complete family picture.. Too bad.. sobs.. But our memories are the only paradise from which we can never be expelled!!! Memory is a way of holding onto the things we love, the things we are, the things we never want to lose!! I miss all the delegates for 20th NLLC!!! The most awesome camp i ever go=)

Unpredictable!!

Life is what happens to you when you're busy making other plans!! That's what life meant.. Could you believe that a meaningful celebration turned up to be a disaster for Cambodia... My mum always said that life is like a box of chocolate,You will never know what you gonna get... Even the victims do not know that that's the end of their life... How could this happened?? A disaster that caused 400people to lose their life.. Do you think is worth it... But we could not blame others as no one will know what will happened at the next second.. We make our plan but the final decision is still in the God's hand...

However, don't you feel pity for them.. They are normal being that wanna celebrate the end of rainy season but they could not imagined that this will happen... But, is so unfair that because of this festival they ignore other's safety for their own benefits.. As i know, this happened because of their selfishness to push and even stepped others in order for them to escape from the bridge where they celebrate..

Imagined the people they are stepping... How hurtful it is... Strong guys could easily escape but how about the elders, ladies and also children.. They are not as strong as the guys... But i knew that when come to survive, everyone are selfish..

Some voluntary managed to rescue some of the victims.. Some were seriously injured and some just minor injuries... Alot of doctors and voluntary willingly to help out at there..

These will be the dead bodies that they found after the incidents.. I can't believed how will the family members felt if one of the dead bodies are their loved one... We should be happy that Malaysia do not have this kind of incidents... We could live happily without worries and be with our family all the time.. That's the reason I'm proud to be a Malaysian...

My first online game!!

Here comes my holiday... To be honest is kinda bored... However, i learnt to play SDO...The first online game that i ever played.. LOL... I'm actually quite noob in playing that but you can't blame me right.. i'm a new player.. i need time to be pro... what people usually says, practice makes prefect... currently my pro name is -No0b-MissDevil.. I've won 170 games and lose 31games... wasn't that bad but i aim better.. LOL... just kidding... Let me describe a little bit about this game... some might have interest in playing so i could give a little help!! haha~~

There will be i think around 15 channel for you to choose... after you've chosen the channel.. for example i choose channel 13... i will see something like the above... You need to decide which room you wanna enter... After decide you just right click and press enter... that's all... hahaha!!

After pressing enter you will be in a room like the picture above... Host will be the one who create the room and decided which song we're going to play and what kind of mode we're playing.. So, being a Host bring advantages to you.. you can choose songs that you're good in it.. haha!!

Next, it will be the results coming out after the game... Nothing much to say.. The results out and they will write whether you win or you lose.. that's all!! Oppss... and also how many combo,miss,perfect and bad you have include the total marks too!! hehe~~

This will be the multi player mode... where the max can have 6players... I think only the 1st and 2nd highest marks consider win.. others lose... sry.. can't give much info... don't really like to play multi player mode.. haha!!

Lastly, this will be the lover mode where i used to play alot.. haha!! The both marks will be accumulated and the highest will be the winner.. Only one couple could be the winner nia.. haha!! I think you guys do need me to explain la since this game is quite outdated now.. HEY, this is my first time playing online games le.. play play ar.. haha!! maybe im too bored at home... but i believed that starting from next week, i will say bye bye to SDO.. hahaha!!

p/s: whoever thinks that they will get addicted pls ignore this post!! OR not you will be regret!!! wuhahahahhaha *evil laugh*

Last day at school as a lower 6 student!!

Mum used to tell me that first part of my life i go to school, another part of my life... i gained knowledge... she also said that whoever who lost their way to school will lost their way in life in the future but for me except for knowledge, i found friendship!! It is something i learnt at school... But if i haven't learned the meaning of friendship, i really haven't learned anything!! But it seemed that i learnt alot!! I've many many friends to be there for me when im down or share my happiness... A true frien never gets in your way unless you happens to be going down!! haha=)

How did it get so late so soon?? It's afternoon before morning... December is here before June... My goodness, how coluld the time has flewn???? SO, we might only meet till the next year.. do take care yourself and enjoy your holiday!!! Keep in touch if possible.. LOL~~ I dropped a tear in the ocean.. the day you find it will be the day we meet.. MY FRIENDS!!!

Teletubbies!!!

OMG!!!! it been ages i din't watch this ady.. haha!! In childhood, i press my nose to the pane,looking out but in memories of childhood i press my nose to the pane, looking in!! hahaha~~ teletubbies used to be my favourite show i watched when im young.. I used to like the red and the green one.. very cute.. i remembered that i used to dance along whenever i watch this... kinda lame right.. LOL!! The older i grow the more earnestly i feel that the few joys of childhood are the best that life has to give...hope to watch that again.. hahaha!!

Bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm bored to the max!!!! kill me... also don't know what's the reason i came to school.. trying to be a good girl i guess... hahaha!!! Why can't we stop going to school after exam??? That's what i usually do at convent... haha~~ we got nothing to do also.. the only entertainment are UNO,SNAP and also lappie.. hahaha!! especially today, i should have been sleeping at home... wasting my time go to school and woke up so early... lazy la=.= teacher tak masuk class pun.. benci... what can i do until 12pm? study?? tadak mood after exam.. sleep?? not comfortable... play UNO?? too bored ady.. hahaha!!! i need holiday and trip badly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna enjoy to the max not bored to the max la.... any suggestion where to go?? cheap, fun and easy to reach... haha!!

Parliament trip!!!

Here i am!! at the parliament.. wohoooo!!! so excited to hear all the speakers debating.. it will be fun i think.. LOL... But actually quite boring.. they can speak for one particular topic for hours.. haha!! i sat with jane in the bus but only half way nia then i cabut go belakang and own self owned two seats.. wakaka!! "evil laugh".. i almost slept the whole journey..(tired ma) woke up early in the morning.. haha!!

I wondered who ming qiu was sms-ing... izit ah teh?? Noti noti o.. haha!! looked so busy.. haiz..."ming qiu, look here and join us ok?? let's together snap pic ok?" LOL... the pic is to prove that we really been to parliament.. Memories..... sobs=(

we snapped it when others were busy wondering around Tugu Negara.. i with jane hide in the bus.. weather too hot.. better in the bus.. got air cond ma.. plus we're lazy.. been there a few times.. nothing to see also... haha!! jane jane jane... me likey this pic... u like?? LOL... Say "cheese"... hahahaha~~

6 Art 1 class photo... that day is madam(bernice)'s birthday.. made a small suprise for her.. we bought a cake and sang birthday song to her.. Madam, happy birthday.. enjoy ur day?? haha!! After that, she forced us to eat the cake even we are full... lol...

To snap this pic we have been jumping for hundred of times le.. waliau.. damn tired but we do enjoyed it!!! haha~~ thx photographer... behind this successful picture we do have some funny pictures... wanna know more pls looked at fb or personally find jane for all the funny pictures... LOL~~ The best way to pay for a lovely moment is to enjoy it and i had enjoy to the max!!! I learn to enjoy every minute of my life, Be happy now and Don't wait for something outside of myself to make me happy in the future=) Think how really precious is the time i have to spend, whether it's at school or with my family... Every minute should be enjoyed and savored... am i right??? hahahahaha!!

My new kawaii shoe!!!

This is my new kawaii shoe.. haha!! looks like crocs right but honestly is fake want... haha!!! Just cost RM13.. cheap and nice right...LOL~~~ let me tell the reason why i feel like buying this shoe... we went to teluk batik and i saw stephen liew was wearing it and is so kawaii.. small and nice compared to mun choon's geh shoe.. haha!! especially is white.. me likey.. so i planned to buy the green one tapi tadak so here comes the white shoe.. hahaha~~

The first time when i wore i will clean it whenever is dirty but lately i'm getting lazier and lazier... thx to someone who keep stepping on my white shoe... haha!!! decided to let it be till it turn black.. nice also what... hahaha!! there goes my story about kawaii shoe... me likey..*thumbs up*!!

p/s: i forgot that jane got one too.. white with red... quite nice also le with england flag on the shoe..haha!!

Teluk Batik!!!

The purpose of our lives is to be happy!! so... here we are.. Teluk batik~~ have fun and be happy...Imagined that we're running on the beach,play in the sand and swim in the water.. whoa... me likey~~ hahahaha!! 9 of us went there.. firstly ming qiu(driver), mun choon(driver), ah hooi(ch tan), melvin, xin rou, esther, stephen, wey liy and me!!!! started our journey around 7.30am and ming qiu drove damn fast man.. fast and furious... LOL...

That's the food we ate at Lumut for lunch.. Looked nice right?? but actually taste like ewww... wasn't my type of food but overall i think still ok la... no ones admitted to hospital then considered pass la hor?? hahaha!!! anyway the dishes cost us about Rm126 include the coconut...

Nothing to do after our bath so we snapped our beautiful feet.. LOL... since the guys are still playing like kids at the beach..Accompanied mel to tanned up his body.. wants to be like jacob... hahaha!! its almost 11am and they're still playing.. luckily no one get sunburn.. haha!! So,let's us guess which wan belongs to xin rou, esther and also mine...

Whoa... cool post right?? everyone got their own style.. haha!! but what's wrong with esther ya.. she seems like looking at something.. *look here my dear, look at the camera*.. haha!! and itu mun choon, don't la drink when you are posting...haha!! peace for wey liy... and what i'm actually trying to do ya.. oh ya.. im looking at the ants..."don't bite me pls"=(

Don't get misunderstand... we're trying to act like the aunties when they keep talking about " my children ar.. this ar that ar and soooo on".. so, do we looked alike?? maybe we will be like that after 30 years... hahaha!!

Finally.. the nice scenery we managed to snap before we went for our lunch at Lumut.. Had alot of fun and hope to come again soon.. haha!! Time that you enjoy wasting was actually not wasted...

hate it!!!

I wonder do all the girls like to think too much?? or is just me alone?? LOL... i don't know why.. i like to simply think and make myself bo mood.. I used to tell myself that for every minute i'm angry.. im wasting 60seconds peace of my life... I also don't want to think too much but i can't stop my mind from thinking.. Hate that la... What's wrong with me ar?? maybe i think too much hor but it wasn't my fault.. i just think for the worse nia ma.. no wrong right.. LOL!! It is more important to do the right things than do the things right... AM i right?? hahaha!! People used to say that " relationship is like a glass a scratch on any side will reflect to the other side too. so always handle feelings careful because then the scratch could not removed." so u cant blame me for thinking too much=)

me likey!!!

what should i say?? is coincidence or is fate?? no one will know... but from the start till now.. i realised how much u make me smile and being loved.. firstly ur "if" melted my heart... whenever i feel like stepping back u will have ur way to make me feel touched and i will surrender.. such a loser.. LOL~~ Ure a nice guy but too bad, my past relationship makes me don't dare to step forward and im not ready~~I'm afraid to get hurt again... i looked tough but actually im very fragile.. once broken consider gone.. haha!! I like the necklace u gave me.. not something expensive but at least is meaningful!! our deal about this necklace will happen when the time is right.. I hope in future i can do what makes me happy, be with who makes me smile,laugh as much as i breath and love as long as i live!!

2papers/6hours!!!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGG~~~ cant believe that i have 2more papers and 6 hours in order to the on the top of the world... there goes my studies in 2010... haiz.. that means im nearer to STPM...=( but before i think of nexy year, im going to go wild to the max!!! Broga hill, sunway lagoon, unlimited shooping malls, adventurous trip and many many more... hahaha!! I was trying to do too many things at the same time, which is my nature but i was enjoying it and i still do enjoy it!! So.. let's have fun people!!

BAD DAY!!!

OMG.... should i retake my driving license?? I'm so bad luck that some one bang my car when im on my way back home!!! I should have be more observant when he's coming nearer to my car.. but i just ignored him as he didn't put signal... DARN!! I should have be more concentrate and careful for the next time...haha~~At the state level, we must take a careful look at what went wrong and make sure it never happens again. The buck stops here, and as your governor, I take full responsibility.

Random post!! LOL

Just now went to First Choice and saw some nice necklace le!! so i decided to post some pics~~ Lame right.. hahaha!!!

These are some of the designs that i uploaded.. lazy wanna put alot la.. haha!!

Like it??

This is nice=)

This want also.. in pic all also nice but don't know will different bo when we really buy it.. hehe!!

akon when the time is right

"when the time is right".. this is the word that i used most frequent this first days... Im confused what to do and who can i talked too... In any moment of decision the best thing i can do is the right thing,the next best thing is the wrong thing and the worst thing i can do is nothing...I believed that time could help me to decide everything!!

I do care what others think about me!!!

I like to hide behind the characters I play. Despite the public perception, I am a very private person who has a hard time with all the fame things. I thought by doing these I could make every beside me to be happy but I realised im the one who is suffering. I do care how others think about me and lately im in dilemma.. I do not longer know what is right and wrong.. No one I can talked to.. I felt guilty and I’m selfish.. I hate myself for being like that but what can I do.. I thought everything had settled but ACTUALLY I still care what others will say and think about me.. That hurts me a lot when actually your loved ones said that to u!! Who can tell me what I should do??

Camp at Ulu Kenas~~

3Days 2 nights camp at Ulu Kenas!!! haha~~ 16 dedicates and 17 OT( organizing team)..
First group picture when we reached at Ulu Kenas.. FYI there is no line for digi user.. so call "i will follow u".. LOL..Can't even call my mum to tell her i'm safe..
Second day, after having a bad night.. can't really sleep wel.. ish!! tired le.. haha!! two single bed and 4 ppl sleeping...
The cool and wonderful OTsss... haha~~ enjoy alot with them.. hope to meet them soon..
My group members.. "cap ayam".. they're the best man... hehe!! Even overall we only get second, we enjoy the process far more than the proceeds.. haha~~

Ist note at FB^.^

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?

Not really.. Heart that matters..

2. Smart?

Erm.. maybe slightly smarter than me..

3. Preferred age?

At least one year and the max is only 6years^.^

4. Preferred height?

I'm 160cm..maybe around 170cm.. LOL

5. How about sense of humor?

It depends but most important is he can cheer me up when im sad..

6. How about piercings?

Hell no!! My parents will kill me if they know my Bf pierce his ear..

7. Accepts you for who you are?

Of course...

8. Pink hair?

NO way.. I hate lala...

9. Mushy or no?

Sometimes especially when he treats me.. hahaha~~

10. Thin or fat?

Moderate will do!!

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?

sunshine look^.^

12. Long hair or short hair?

Duh.. of course is short..

13. Plastic or metal?

It means???

14. Smells good?

weird question.. do u wan ur mr right to smell stink??

15. Smoker?

I hate smokers.. i repeat.. i HATE smokers..get my answer?

16. Drinker?

occasionally that's fine for me.. hehe^.^

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?

well, it depends...

18. Muscular?

Just a little bit is ok but too over.. not comfortable.. hahaha~~

19. Plays piano?

not really but if he can play piano, no harm right??

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?

I prefer sentimental than rock so for bass bye bye~~

21. Plays violin?

Interesting!!!

22. Sings very good?

I'll like it..

23. Vain?

no for my answer!!!

24. With glasses?

I don't really mind~~

25. With braces?

Is ok for me..

26. Shy type?

It depends but dun la too over..

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?

Of course good boy la.. Duh..

30. Singer or dancer?

Singer:p

31. Stunner?

Better not.. hehe~~ dangerous..

32. Hip hop?

Professional hip hop is ok.. Malaysian style?? PLS~~

33. Earrings?

Hell no!!!

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?

Better not la.. I can’t really accept.. sorry~~

35. Dimples?

If he have, it will make him more prefect.. LOL

36. Bookworm?

I don’t really mind~~

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?

Love it:P

38. Playful?

Like it.. I’m playful too but not too over.. will get annoyed..

39. Flirt? flirt?

Darn.. who the hell will like flirty guys.. fell insecure.. haha~~

40. Poem writer?

Can I say no.. ewww… it will be like super bored…LOL

41. Serious?

When it is time to serious he need to be serious..

42. Campus crush?

Don’t really care..

43. Painter?

Well.. ok for me..

44. Religious?

Depends.. can’t give you answer until I meet him.. haha~~

45. Someone who likes to tease people?

Not too often.. it will ne annoying.. eee…

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?

Can I say I want him to be in the centre.. LOL

47. Speaks 20 languages?

A human being can speaks 20 languages?? That’s cool!!!

49. Good kisser?

Whatever.. I don’t know how to differentiate also but who wants a bad kisser anyway.. LOL

50. loves children??

Of course.. I love children soooo MUCH!!